I know you’re not going to see this, but it’s out there in the universe. After a bottle of wine and a lot of thinking, I realise all the shit I did to you. You didn’t deserve any of it. I should have told you that I wasn’t ready to give up parts of myself to you. I should have told you that I wasn’t whole yet. I’m so sorry. I hope some day you’ll find it in your heart to forgive me.